Thursday, February 19, 2009
WTH. why am i so unhappy when i should be
very happy? its because of the saddening choir suditions today. my throat immediately dried up when it was my turn lah. thanks Jaime and Sandra. you saved my life. i am going crazy. that was so random. yup, random is my middle name.
Anyway, happy stuff now!! i recieved only my maths and chinese papers today. i got A1 for both(: maths-26/30, chinese ( chinatown project thingy)-20/20, chinese CA paper-41.5/50. wooo. actually its not that good lahhhhh but i'm still happy i got A1. :D okay i can say my expectations of myself are very low... heeeeeee
ohh yah i don't know why i was looking forward to choir today.. had i known it was auditons i would have killed myself first. well at least that would save me the embarrassment.
i'm so scared. what if i don't make the 3rd auditions? what if instructor kicks me out? what if, what if, AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH
i'm freaking scared now. auditions are bad. they drive you crazy. they cause you to sulk the whole dinnertime. they stress you up.
yup.